I just re-read my last post and I'm sick and tired of myself WHINING all the time and sharing the "wo is me!" attitude. I'm fed up with it and can't stand it. So what if I had an adolescence full of "not fitting in" or "not relating with my peers". So what if my life hasn't been "ideal". Whose is?
I've got to move on from this self-pity and self-doubt. I've got to become more comfortable with who I am and be grateful for the good that is internally and realistically me!
I apologise for my griping and whining and self-pity and I promise that, though I will share angst and longings and frustrations and griefs, I'm NOT going to bemoan my flaws and shortcomings...
Getting on with it! That's what needs to be done. I've got to LET IT GO and MOVE ON!
Again, I'm sorry for the silly drivel...and pitiful poppycock!
I am comitting to CHANGE!